Seems like the perfect year to shed all the fat.
Doesn't it just feel like it, though? What do you guys think?
There is absolutely no way I'd let myself get to senior year with fat clinging onto me. No way. I won't let it happen.
It feels great. I'm doing so good.
I can't wait until I fit size 00 jeans and XS tops. Can't wait until I get asked to dance constantly. Can't wait until I reach my ultimate perfection.
Not only will I feel good about myself, I'll be able to face people with a positive attitude. I'll be able to face my failures then. I'll be able to have fun like every other girl out there.
I'll finally live a life.
But anyway, enough with my ranting. I haven't been posting for a few weeks, almost a month I think. But during that time, I was eating quite badly. Even if I did that, I was still able to lose weight because I exercised constantly. I used to laze around like a potato...but exercising is great. You feel the burning. The burning of the fat. Oh, maybe it's just me, but it gives me this high. It's like the more I do it, the more invincible I feel (not the actual drugs kind of high). To know I'm actually exercising and burning it off. To know I'm getting more fit.
It's so tiring. Yes it is. But it lets me sleep easily, and reminds me how hard I worked.
Again, there is no way I'd let myself wade in fat.
