I thought I was doing ok

In school. Looks like I'm not.

I'm also very stressed out because I have a lot of math to be catching up on - and right now, all I want to do is go shopping. I haven't shopped for a whole month now. >____>; When I say that, I don't mean buying something every time. I meant hanging out at the malls with some friends and having some girl time. But everyone else is as stressed as me, dealing with school and the teachers. Everyone has projects to work on. Everyone is studying for upcoming tests.

And all I'm seriously thinking about is having fun and ditching the thought of schoolwork for just a day. Maybe tomorrow. I'm still waiting for a reply from my friend.

I'll most likely work the whole day (chores and math, ss, bio) then after all that, exercise like crazy. I don't include dance as an exercise because I'm not heavily sweating like a pig (pigs don't sweat, I know, I know. It's just a phrase I can't stop saying) which means my heart rate isn't going up to the max. I need to seriously get in shape and stop lazing around so much! 

As for my eating...I know I haven't posted in forever, but I'm actually doing pretty good. Been restricting like crazy. I have no problems with it anymore now that I have a whole new goal in mind. 

It's pretty lame.

I feel like a major stick, or rectangle. I have no curves. >____< But I've seen so many thinspo pics where girls have tiny waists and if I could get mine to become as small as theirs, I think some curves will show. I hate that I have absolutely no curves. I hate that so much.

It's pretty much my summary in replacement for the days I didn't post. So sorry.

I hope you are all doing better than me!