When I'm happy I eat
When I'm upset I eat
Everything seems to be revolving around food.
So when I do not binge, I don't post, and when I do fail, I come here to rant about it. You can probably guess what's been going on lately. I have been restricting like crazy for days, but then today I just...something went and clicked the switch in my head. And I binged like someone who's crazy and doesn't have even 1% of self control.
My grades have been going down.
My friends seem bitchier.
I'm so disgusting, so ugly. I really wish there was someone to guide me through the tunnels, because I can't do much alone. I never have been Able to do much alone. Even if I want to, I'm too pathetic.
Too weak.
Won't someone come save me?
I would save you if I could :3
ReplyDeleteI believe in you and that you can do good.. I believe that you will reach your goals and be happy !
You can always ask me, write to me if you need someone to talk to <3
I think my mail is visible or else just ask for it or my msn if you have that too :)
Stay strong <3
Christina