Failure

I'm one of those. A mighty big one at that.

It's not like I want to - heck, I don't think anyone wants to be a failure. It just happens with no self control. Like me.

Today I promised myself I would not fail. I said I wouldn't eat, because today was supposed to be a fast day. And guess what? I binged like a mother fucker. It was crazy.

I have zero self control.

I keep beating myself over this too.

Like a never-ending cycle.

And only a few more days until school starts.

What am I going to do?