It's like Spring all over again

Cherry:

As always, thank you!

I took your advice and it did work! Or maybe it's the weather...but I'm feeling way better now.

Anyway, thank you to all my followers. I really appreciate it - knowing that someone is reading. Makes me feel less...alone? I guess that's how I should put it.

~

I don't feel like going on about my loads of homework stacked on my desk right now, and I so don't think you guys want to read about it every single post either. 

I haven't been posting a whole bunch - mostly because I've been binging like crazy and I feel like I've failed you guys, and myself. But I'm in a good mood, so I won't do in depth about that or it might bring me down in the pits again. Ahem, kay...well, I love reading.

So much. I haven't read ever since school started, which is like...3 weeks. I've gone for 6 months last year without reading (besides school text books and novel studies) and I don't remember it being this bad. But like I said, I love reading. I really drags me out of reality even if it's only for a few hours or few minutes. I mostly enjoy books with action and romance - there has to be romance or I won't get into it. I highly recommend this book/series if you are like me. 

It's actually the second one but I didn't know about the first book and just read it. Too late to go read the first one though since it basically tells you what the character had done already. Anyway, there's going to the a third coming out this year. Can't wait to read it. It's so good. 

Before I blab on about more, I should prob state the titles. =____=;

In order:

"Need"

"Captivate"

and "Entice" by Carrie Jones. 

If you've read it, awesome! If not, it's about pixies and supernatural stuff too. Check it out?

Another thing is - what's with all the terrible weather predictions? They said it would rain all week and stuff but today it's sunny. It's a good thing  - but dudeee. This isn't the first time it's happened. 

Last but not least, I know you're all disappointed in me. D; But I get upset and binge. Like I'm not even kidding - I mean it when I say binge. Yesterday after school (was starving since the only thing I ate was a small tomato sandwich) I came home and threw everything  (meaning bag and books) in my room, then ran out to the kitchen and wolfed pizza, cookies, apple pies and candy down my throat.

Please, I disgust myself as well. In fact, I feel like throwing up right here at the computer as I type this out. Because I had pizza for lunch.

But...believe it or not - it's my LAST TIME.

Heck, a few days ago I told my friend about my high school goals and she told me, straight on, that she didn't believe me one bit. She has her right to not, obviously. I mean, that's her opinion and I don't even care. Ok, maybe a little. I was a little surprised.

The only way to hold on tightly to my goals - and to not fall, is to be determined. To have diligence.

I need it. I now have more reasons to not let go.

SKINNY GIRL DIET TOMORROW - SUNDAY. A revolution for moi.

I don't think I can do it today since those pieces of pizza I ate are worth about...300 cals EACH.